Spill

Assalamualaikum..

How you spill? Normally we choose to spill when we are in circle of problem, sadness, depress, happy etc. Kinda of to express feelings outside out. But, it goes on varieties of ways. Some people will spill verbally and this one is the common one.

Everyone has skeleton in their own closet; same like me. My skeleton might be more special I guess..hahahaha. I rarely choose to spill verbally. I'm the one who just keep in mine; but it doesn't help so much. I growth being depressed person, always crying, surrounded by negative vibes. I 'kill' everyone around me with my negative habits and it hurt me so much.

I think I need 'professional touch' to help me overcome my problems. Because I lost my mum in my early age of teenagers. I lost my path, my life full with depression. I have no one to share my thoughts, my problems, my anxiety..etc. No encouragement, what I had learn is how to survive for next day. I'm being warded for two times major operation. The physical part people would thought that I'm okay and normal but it opposite in inside.

The best approach that I will embedded into myself is, there must be silver lining behind all those things. I know it. Noli! u can do it.

Assalamualaikum